Thursday, December 22, 2005

Ketoprofen

That's the name of the drug that gave me false illusions - Ketoprofen
It made me think that I was recovering really well, when I wasn't actually. It's a goddamned strong painkiller. Yesterday morning I missed one dose, and from evening onwards my neck was inflammed and my shoulder blade hurts. It was then I realise I'm no where near full recovery. I really screwed some shit inside real bad this time.

And then I told my mother I'm about done with my injury. And now this. You know I hate it so damn fucking much to talk to her about things that involve money. Because she will end up nagging and all. Sometimes I wonder what's more important to her. Or maybe cause other people just can't see what's so crucial about getting this bloody injury healed fast enough. They don't see what I call the urgency. And I bloody hell urgently need to get it healed fast.

Every single day I delay is a single training session lost.

And is a single training session gained by my opponents.

I fucking hate losing this foothold.

Fuck it.

posted@9:28 AM

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